Echoes
Feeling the aftershock from yesterday
Went from feeling pretty light
To feeling covered by a thick heavy blanket of lead.
This is my father's blanket.
Why do I say that? It's hereditary, I guess.
I just felt like... I guess it's an Honor for me to take the weight off my family.
But look what I inherited.
Good things, but also the collateral weight that, if I can be honest, I don't feel like I am able to bear at the moment.
I didn't realize I was building a fireplace below an avalanche.
Its not the numerical Debt I have inherited from my father.
Rather, it is the lifestyle of poverty.
A brisk reminder that we live in frigid country.
Its the spirit of fear, and of anxiety.
Crippling debt.
Working upwards from a subterranean vantage
Playing from behind
The spirit of deficit.
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Part 2.
Chunking. It's good to see the total picture but often times