Sanctuary and Expulsion
I understand now.
I finally understand the meaning of allergies and sneezing.
Those of you who don't know me, mainly all of you, I have been ongoing project of renovating my home for the past six months (probably way longer but to avoid embarrassment).
I've been sneezing a lot because of the dust/sand etc.
There were days where I'd sneeze more than fifty times a day to a point where the forced air pressure made my throat soar, like it almost felt on the fringe of bleeding.
As an exorcist wannabe, a Christian who wants to claim great miracles, I had to live with the reality that I was too weak to overcome my own immune system.
I turned to Benedryl when things got too bad but it wasn't a good solution because it always dried me up and made me drowsy.
I think I finally realize why my body does this.
Its because my body is a sanctuary.
I was meant to live in clean palaces. I wasn't meant for poverty.
I wasn't meant for an unswept house.
I wasn't meant to breathe in deadly fumes.
I was created in God's image, like everyone else.
But God was reminding me, specifically me, that I was meant for more. My body is a sanctuary and unless I treat it as such, the expulsion mechanism will continue to trigger.
If my body cannot even withstand a small piece of dust... How much respect or disrespect can it really tolerate?
I have tried absolutely everything in the book. I cannot overcome it. My only solution is to wear a n95 mask and treat my body truly like a sanctuary.