I'm at work.
Job ez today.
But boring.
Im pretty exhausted.
Had a huge poop this morning.
Had to apply a warm compress to my tummy (felt nice)
Not just that but.
I did a lot of stuff past few days. A lot of renovations and a lot of emotional demands.
But yeah. I think I did a complete detox.
Flushed it out with green tea, manuka honey
Tons of veggies. Started goin on walks.
I mean these are human efforts guided by the Spirit, I think.
Ultimately it is God who detoxes and keeps the feet from slipping.
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Lord, you know that last night I sweat like a lot.
I was covered in sweat.
I woke up several times through the night.
I could feel the jonesieness of my body.
I never sweat like that before.
I feel like the poison came out of my sweat, and bodily waste.
Also with that huge emotional outburst yesterday...
++I hope I am clean now. God.
The detox really helped. I think I might be over this hump.
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Who I wsd before on angel technology
Should I be ashamed?
Should I look back and reflect?
If God should use my knowledge thereof, then it is good.
What I learned from my sinful past.
Only God can reconcile and justify.
But I count all that as loss.
There is still work to be done. Debts to be paid. God cleaned me out for a reason.
Not for repossession or for me to be overtaken by another god
But God has made me clean for him and his holy purpose.
The lord knows my needa. He knows the basic need of my children and wife and family and job.
He knows who I am.
So I must be careful of what I ask.
My infirmities have been comforted.
I shall not want.
Lord, help me to wait upon your voice and do your will.