Once upon a failure

The easiness of everything slowly becomes a burden

A faulted expectation.

A triangle without its corners.

It has become altogether no ledge

A formless emblem

A time before the day

There lay the wholesome nothingness

Dream sleeper

Hello

Allow the meltedness of the dream to seep into the cracks of your reality.

Remember the stars who sung

Remember the trees who walked

Remember the wind who danced

Upon what was yet

This is the inversion

This is the direction of life.


The glue grows around the pot

What's hidden are living embers

Seething

The half life of fire

Burning in your blood

Voices

It took me a while to realize this but I think I have the power of healing.


Healing emanates from my hands and my voice.


If I act as a catheter between man and God, healing can be done.




He said unto me

I am the true vine and my Father is the husbandman.

If you abide in me, and I in you, you will bear much fruit.

For apart from me, ye can do nothing.

Haha

The expectation of a fruit tree.


They have grown me and watered me.


And some have grown disappointed in who I became.



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Like my old boss. She said hey. I gave u that promotion coz u said u wanted to to it./end quote

Yeah. I was picked for this role. I coulda become nobody.

And tbh I am nobody.

The moment I start wearing a shirt with my name on it

Will be a moment of great folly.



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I will learn and improve

The art of being

Pathetic.

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I am a dead plant

In my flesh

Dwelleth no good thing.

Some parts oft be covered.

Some parts more abase than others.



I am the inward part.

The light that shines brilliantly under an opaque bowl.

I am the hidden light.

A meaningless energy

I builded me an altar

To hide and cover my darkness




I builded me an altar

To hide my light




Seeth thou not to my soulward parts?



The candle that burns within



Has a name.



Blood magic.


B L o o d


There. I said it.

Reclaiming red


Blood belongs to the Father


The triune God.

Father Spirit Son


Jesus Christ is the Son of God. His only begotten Son.

He came in the likeness of sinful flesh.

He died for my sins.




B L o o d



Belongs to Christ.

My great sin

Mixedness

Thou shall not mix thy blood with the blood of others.

What is others?

Anything

Well u eat it and it becomes a part of your bloodstream.





Wait. So ur saying that by eating things and smoking things that my blood can be affected?



Well no. That's actually not what I am saying.




U want to know the nuance? You want to know. My thesis?



Do not mix your blood with the blood of others.



Including the blood of animals.
And of plants.




Bro. What do u mean plants. Plants ain't got no blood.



Yes bit they have a stream of nutrients. This is their form of blood.



The blood of plants.



The blood of grapes.



Eh? See. It wasn't so far fetched after all

I diagnosed myself and wrote a prescription.

I will fail if it was not ordained by the power of the one true God.

In the name of the Lord,

Jesus Christ

Amen