Sore vexed

My head. My head.

Deep breathes.



Sore vexed yo

Got me some sugar and back on my feet.


My head

My head. I need to take care of myself. What choice do I have?

Fire is fire

The coldest flame still burns through the flesh

Fire is fire

Even without gasoline or accellerants, fire is still hot

Fire is fire

Never undesestimate the danger of the weakest flame

Hynosis

Trigger

Snow

Winter

Covering

Eyes aglow from a dark cave

Lights out

Stay low

Crawl through the night

One coin at a time

Blessed are the blessed.

Close your eyes child

Eleven mirrors

I do not need to see myself so many times

I need to find a balance.

It takes two.



ME and you.

I am not alone.

The only person I have to fear is you.

Floodstorm

I ran into a cavern for shelter

This new darkness is my protection

Listen

Glisten

Hear the stream

Yelling into the abyss where sound doesn't exist.



Do not worry.

I remember where I looked up

And saw my love swinging beside me



I was absent for some parts

Absent to you now

But even absence is an illusion



Departure

Denial

Declined



Don't sentimentalize it

Im. Still here.


Check the waves

Measure

One part for you.

One part also for me.

What remains is scraps




Tax collector

I was under

It wasn't an illusion



I was under

Cryptography

ZERO plus zero.

What remains.




A complete reset.




Can you fathom letting go of everything?

Is there no mercy for me?




If I should yield all that I have. I am rich and then I shall be poor.

Like my friend said to me, I will be poor.




Starve. Cry.

Melt.

Shatter.

Squish.

Disappear.

Vanquish.

Obliterate.





Love of you. Bring me back to the belief

That you are still proud of me.




November 16

I am sorry.

I went the other way.

I can hear your beckon


Im right here!

I haven't left! Hey I'm here!




My jewels I place upon the tabletop.

I've confiscated myself.

I've deleted my integrity.



All that's left are empty hands.

And an empty place

Where I used to stand




I won't ask for you to do anything.

I've lost that privillege.

Presentation and light


Your light,
Go ahead and set it on a hill.



I pray that my ripples will meet its bounds
My splashing and my echoes reverberate



I am unable to mute my chaos
My colors bleed into yours



What does it really mean to be alone?
That's not for you to find out

Till death do us apart