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i am doing well.

life has been busy.

had some time off. was able to get rested.

took a good break from d2 since the announcement of "april 28 ladder date."

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I dont think for sure it will be ladder date, but I played so much d2r i wasnt getting no dope from going into the cow level or ancient tunnels w.e anymore.

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anyway, im still alive and doing well.

praise god.

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found some bers in real life
found some life in life
living is not easy for anyone. there is chemistry, mental health, spirituality, God.

Trials, mistakes.

Life continues.

The flowers continue to bloom despite what may seem like desolation.

Life continues until it doesn't.

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Its not easy for anyone to decide what hope is.

For me, it is not in myself.

dear You.

I saw you.

And I did not like it very much. I am tired.

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It has drained me. The sap from a seedling. The tree of the knowledge of good and evil.

Adam runneth through me.

I am human.

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Put to death the things of the flesh and how?

To do something I

am running back around and around again.

My soul flickers

Reverse the search and figure out who you are. Baited.

In the darkness

I stumble

I feel as if the ground is unstable

A desert

I am waiting for the oasis

Or the angel

Known as water

This post was edited by redExorcist on May 16 2022 07:50pm

Water

Flow

Trickle

Like rain on a funeral

You seem

To remind me

That nothing rewards

More than patience

Aspergers


Minimal in conversation

Inappropriate?

Only talks about certain topics?


Idk.


Im so tired lately.

Gazing over an ocean of nothingness



What surprise will there be today?

Maybe peace is better than stimulants



Do I want nothing?

I am chasing again

After the wind

My views on the adolescent and adult male

And of bullying

And of provoking or trolling

Or speaking to others in the spirit of meanness


Cruel words are not what I believe in

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I don't condone bullying

I don't condone meanness

I don't condone trolling if it leads to dysynchrony

RedExorcist says

Thought of being a pvp hc streamer.

Will wear a super breathable mask

Will use a voice distorter

I want to demonstrate to the viewer that I am absolutely human.


The barrier between the avatar and your soul

My soul flicjers



I saw a land that seemed, to me, to be ripe.

An ocean that was u

Aspirations
Aspir
Gers


Today burgers and aspirin together

One is not so good for the heart

One helps with it sometimes



Aspirations

I aspire to be a d2r streamer one day.

With face cam (mask)

And mic (distortion)

My slogan is

"he made himself human"



This is my motto I wanted to represent a legit d2r player

I trade on jsp

I don't buy my forum gold

I don't bot

I don't use chicken

I don't use maphack

I don't use trigs

+..

I do use process explorer and bo barb.

Everything I have is self made (with the exception of my star purchase)

I did receive a lot of fg from a friend too (really helped)


+

But yes that was the redExorcist idea

To be a twitch streamer to represent d2jsp in a legitimate, human manner.

I wanted to be available and also a leader in pvp hostility and calculated aggression.

I am


I think

Mainly a researcher or tinfoil hatist



But that's my brand in essence - legit hc pvp

Red Exorcist duels


Concept.


No towning


No save and exiting



One person dies on live stream.




Legit. Winner gets fg pot.

I will be the mediator with zero commission