We are coming up on 7 years now.
I'm further into my career, engaged, relocating to a different city(so stressful)
and things are still going good.
I still miss him and always will. I want to be able to call him for advice all the time, but I need to just put that to rest.
I've become very numb to the idea of death. I've lost some relatives recently and I feel like I handled it with a simple shrug.
Some may think it's cold to go about death this way. I think I've just become very comfortable with how inevitable it is.
I have distanced myself away from a lot of things. Old friends, churches and even some family members. I'm starting to realize that just because something was once good doesn't mean it can't grow into something toxic.
I still have my faith, but on a more personal level without others.
I just hope you all know that I still care for those that helped me through this.