Quote (GLYC123 @ May 19 2019 02:43pm)
Sounds like she's genuinely concerned about you repeating the same things from in the past. People can complain about what she's doing, but I'm surprised she didn't leave you if there was an indication that you were just gaming and not going for other goals in life. Additionally, you have some other issues going on.
That doesn't sound like an easy situation for her either.
However, if video games are important to you, it is important that you do try to manage that in.
Just talk to her about how it's your form of relaxing.
However, you yourself are also telling us that this is an issue of yours and you're recognizing it. Possibly try out some other hobbies? That's what concerns me. What happens if you spiral into this situation again? You can't just skip work to play video games, even when life sucks, you still Sometimes just have to see the light at the other end of the tunnel and realize temporary enjoyment isn't always the answer.
I hardly video game anymore. Sometimes I watch people stream (lately just Grubby) while I'm multi-tasking and doing other things, I enjoy it in the background. Regardless, there is so much else out there. Most videogames today are not even that enjoyable in my opinion either in all honesty.
I don't know, I find I've done some better things once I've stopped gaming as much. Video games are fine, but if it's a main hobby of yours, you need balance. Balance is everything in life.
It's for sure not an easy situation for the both of us. I did use it as a temporary escape, but I was trying to work through my problems in what I felt was a safe place. It was a struggle to say the least. I really do enjoy playing and feel like I am able to balance better espically during the summer months, I live I washington state and I have a boat. Since getting my life back together I have already started getting out on the water. During the winter it seems to get worse because we're coped up indoors for alot more often. I do however feel that I maintained some type of balance with my pc. I don't play when my child is up at all, so it's after she goes to bed which is around 8pm and then ill play like 1 or 2 hours.
It's tough because to this day she keeps telling me to sell my pc, and everything with it, but I don't feel it's right.