Quote (im_the_jew @ May 14 2019 03:12pm)
Ok so I have been with my old lady for over ten years, she has bitched at me in the past for playing my pc too much, not being motivated so on and so fourth. About 2 months ago I went through a bad depression stage and didn't go to work, she didn't take it well. Was talk of legal seperation, I wasn't staying at my house. We talked, I started getting better, my meds started working. I told her I would sell my comp, and it hasn't been in my house since.
A little back story, I have played counter strike and Diablo 2 forever. I am very successful, at both, particularly csgo.
I talked to a physiologist about everything and he even said eventually after everything stables out in my life, he doesn't blame me for wanting to start playing again. I know I can't balance my pc and work and time with family, when I am depressed. I feel like I am over it and really would like to start playing again in my free time. My wife keeps telling me to sell my pc though, to show I can follow through. I don't want to let her down, but I also want to do something I love to do and am successful at.
What should I do.
I had this conversation with my fiance the 2nd week we hung out, I said "This isn't going to work out if you don't like me being on a computer for extended amounts of time, this is my hobby and it's what I love to do" we've been together for 4 years and I realize when I've been on too long and I've ignored my outside surroundings for too long.
I tend to make weekends our thing, I do house shit on saturday mow the lawn, help with laundry and dishes, and when I'm done we go out and do something she wants to do followed by dinner. Our work weeks are extremely busy so there isn't much time for us on the weekdays. Sundays are go with the flow, "Feel like going to the waterpark?" anything that pops up we do usually.
After work computer usage for me is my stress relief, she respects that and I respect hers.
It sounds like for you you've gone too far and have ignored all your surroundings, which is easy to do. I'd sell it if it's caused that big of a problem...if you have your PC and you and your wife separated you would have a different perspective on the PC within a week.
This post was edited by LolKgg on Jun 17 2019 12:14pm