Yeah. I died
Hundreds of LK runs with no Lem or Fal so I tried Hell Countess again. I knew right away that it was too dangerous to farm, but I was getting really frustrated with the lack of progress so I decided to push through it anyway. I got cursed, and the second they could see me through the doorway, I got killed in about two hits.
Really, really frustrating. I was on a massive streak of bad luck (rolling Spirit 30+ times WTF) and I let my emotions get the best of me. I stopped having fun on this character about two weeks ago, so in some ways I'm glad he's dead.
I will come back to Zebulon eventually, but not any time soon
thanks for reading.