The lord said


It is not good.



He said it was good, it was good, it was good



But then he said "it is not good,"



Then came forth sin in the form of flesh and bone



Preceded by deep sleep



Weakness was brought forth



And death

Evil existed before evil

Before eve was brought forth

Before the evening

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The serpent had feet and did walk

The angels understood rebellion

The sons of God tasted evil

Before man was yet brought forth

Before the Eve and the day

The daughters of man

Were fair.

They stirred the angels and

They were taken by the beauty


Of weakness and design


For the young maidens

Came forth each morning to draw water

The angels did behold them each day


Immortality and salvation

Was the price of admission

To watch the young maiden

Bathe upon the rooftop


Beauty has slain both men and angel alike.

Glorious angels

Preferred death

Rather than self control

The unneccessary

I realized I

Probably would be happier

If I just went away

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The kids don't need a father

Maybe they need some money sent home

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It wasn't necessary for me to be around

As a parent

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The ideal mode

If I could be fully selfish

I'd just leave this place.

And send money home, every now and then.

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I could live wherever I wanted to.

No he's not around.

Sure. I guess that could cause some resentment.

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But I guess overall, it's just a waste of energy.

They needed a butler

Someone to drive them around.

Fix the electricity or car when it's broken.

They need a strong man around.

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Yes. Hire a butler for them.

Send them money.

Make sure the bills are paid for.

My physical presence is

Unnecessary

Treasure box

Treasure box 2

Treasure box 3



Pick one

One of them leads to the way

One of them leads to hell

The other one leads up to hell


Invest in one of them

One soul is required for deposit



Go and do it now

Your soul is as a sliver of silver


His name is Jesus Christ

Do it now

He said forget that bs man

Here's the prescription


1) get professional help, ie counselllor

2) go to church for one year, the same church I took you to.




I shook on it

My brother told me to speak to a counsellor he will send me a link on watsapp.


He said if I do this for him
Or if I do this just so I can say I did it


It won't work.

He said I have to actually try.


He said that one of his main concerns about me was the fact that I wouldn't ask anyone for help.


He said some other things too.


My brother, also my father, and my lord




He wrote me a prescription,

So I shall adhere for I am subject to government

Seek counsel I said?

Yes for your life is jittery

Your foundations have holes in them.

You can't keep patching your house, what you are doing isn't sustainable.




Wow gee.

Thanks man.

So shall it be.

I will figure out how to be an amazing worm.

On professional counsel

Here is my professional counsel done live on twitch stream



Current viewers: 1 (my wife)




Mental health checkup


You want to run me through your audit



Clean as a whistle? Whatever.


I'll go through your program if it's the last two things I do.


Then you will know I have stepped in your prescription and benefited from it

And this could be the last covenant we keep

I hate that shit

Im ashamed of it





Going to church?

Sitting there.

Submitting myself to heaven and the authority of the church



How could he ask me to do this for a year?

My pride




They offered additional training courses at my workplace but I never went. I always felt like I was above training, education.


I don't know if I am going to fit in or what


But hey my brother told me to go to church for a year and to seek professional help and stick with it for a year.


Sounds appropriate for an amazing worm.

Thanks God!


Edit:


Maybe I am hard of heart.

Maybe I have become unreachable.

He told me to stop commenting on my own life and just do as he said.




Well he knows best so I'll show up Sunday.

As for professional counsel... I'll speak to the top three people he suggests.


Lets do it.

This post was edited by redExorcist on Aug 24 2022 10:23pm