Hurt by my superior / supervisor
She is someone who supervises me sometimes when I work her location.
It's happened too recently and is almost hard to talk about.
But too much bs has been going on lately.
1. The whole lunatic family member that was trying to throw shade on me
And the manager getting involved etc.
2. My poor documentation during their audit periods ,again God justified me.
Let's call this an isolated incident.
What happened? I went to the procedure because they said they needed me to be there. She said I didn't have to be there. That's her opinion. I rather be there because I was personally asked by them to go.i trust their instinct.
What happened .the procedure finished and I came back to base with the item .
U didn't know that the item had arrived in base...? Sorry, u weren't there.i do tnknow where u were.
So I went for break after delivering the package and making sure that it was at least safe landed.
But that's not good enougj I guess because I failed to communicate that the item had indeed arrived and .I also needed to be more cognizant of the fact that my partner was busy so she couldn't relieve me for break.
But she didn't say no.she sent me on break.
Later on when I asked her she didn't seem like she was in any distress at all.
I don't think that my going on break inconvrnienced them that badly .
I think the reason why it made them freak out was because no one knew the story of the item or where it came from.
I wanted to go for break because I had used up all my energy in the procedure room which she told me not to go to (only after the fact that I'm slrdy there)
This can be seen as poor time management because I basically sat around and did nothing in the room and by the time it was time for me to step, I had to go and take a break.
Foolishness!
Well.
Yes it may seem like foolishness to the common eye. However we neerd to also account for the fact that I was personally requested by their staff to attend the procedure.
I have to trust their instincts.
Something bad coulda gone down. Maybe.
Maybe they needed me for something who knows
At least I was there to take over and transport the object back to base.
She doesn't know what I was trying to do.
She wasn't there.
And she tell at me despite the fact I make two delivery in one day. When normally people only make one delivery per day.
I made two. So then I went on break after I drop off the package.
I will come back and address things later.
It came off as someone who has foolish timing, maybe. but at least I was there for the procedure incase anything went down.
They were scared
They needed me.
Because I did what I did, I came off as someone who's not a careful worker
Gg .
Hurts me a lot that she yelled at me (luckily not much of an audience)
O well. Bottom line is no one got hurt in my name or in the name ofil Jesus Christ.
Praise God.
Hallelujah.
Please continue to protect your servant. As a Christian and also as a worker.
It's better to be the one getting scolded then to injure a human or commit any lethal errors.
I finally got some leads with one of the agencies .
I feel tormented god and I don't feel like the way things are is holding up any good.
At this rate I will fail.
Work of breathing.
Work
Work
Work
Work
Fail.
It's only a matter of time till you reach exhaustion. You need to reconsider your ways.
What is your strength?
You need to look deep.
You need to be sober and vigilant because your adversary the devil prowls around like a lion.
Sober.
Top tier.
Don't miss anything.
Be as perfect as you can be.
But what is the foundation.
What is the foundation.
Jesus Christ and his finished work.
He already paid it all.
You cannot improve upon a perfect ransom.
If I can avoid the situation again in the future I will.
But first I must focus on my own healing.
Jesus already shed his perfect blood for me.
I just have to apply the power of his blood to my life.
It's not about being venerated or made right before strangers or colleagues or friends.
What truly matters?
Bring set free from Satan and all the sin and baggage in your life so that you can be an instrument for God's sake.
Confusion.
Denial.
Slippage.
Shining light
Something very odd
Cannot figure this out
A big ball of mess