Thanksgiving

Ate like a king today
Didn't pay much for it either

God taught us how to prepare food

God taught me how to stop spending hundreds of dollars a month on weed

God taught me how not to be angry at my children and firstborn

God taught me that I met a friend in university and married her

God taught me how to renovate from scratch

God taught me how to trust him to open doors

God taught me how to achieve financial freedom

God taught me about deliverance from demons

God taught me there is never a moment that I am truly free.


For God has set me free from the enslavement to sin, but now I am a slave to righteousness.


A slave he says I am not, but an heir and a son of God.



My God has remembered me.

He has set a portion of mine inheritence aside.

He has grafted me into the tree of life



There is a portion for me and my household.

I am blessed. I am not a bible character but a man that is alive in the 21st century.




Happiness he wants for me

And an education also. He would not that I grow up to be a fool.




He has made me strong and healthy.

None of my bones are compromised.



Though I have been dragged around and drugged by Satan. Though I have willingly participated in lies, sorceries and mixedness. Although I have lived my life largely as a frail tree, blowing in the wind. My Lord, you prevail.


Although i have little, or much. Although I waste, spurn, and toil for resources. I see that you continue to grow my estate.

And my soul you have kept fat.



I am rich. A well that is full of water despite my attempts to empty myself. You fill me up, again and again.



The Lord God is infinitely rich and merciful.

And his delight is in me.

In Jesus name,
Amen

Major success and thanksgiving

Thank you lord.

4+ potlights
4+ dimmers
New ceiling (n room)
New flooring second floor
New baseboards
New paint

The lord has done a good work
The lord has helped me to do a good work.

Well done, redexorcist!

Thanks be unto God for his

1) financials
2) emotional stability
3) relationships
4) holiness
5) workplace flexibility and new job


The lord has blessed me and watched over my entire project.


I still have some gaps to fill, but I can say


It is finished.


This chapter is O V E R.


HALLELUJAH


Praise the Lord for he is a surety.

Im Jesus name I place my confidence.

Amen

I feel kinda bad this morning.


A bit overwhelmed?


Still have so much do to after break.


Ugh. No other way.


God give me the strength to push through and get ahead of this...


We started off slow so, i am going to have to push it forward.



Please God, watch over me. Settle my work. Settle my heart. This is want I wanted, right? Some kind of stimulation. But still.

I only wanted something manageable and in between.



I feel their anxious hearts and... I wish to reflect a calmness back


In Jesus name '

Amen

Bind

Heavenly father,

I am in great distress and so is my wife and family.




Please provide for us. Tomorrow we have two tests.
They also took away my resources.

I've been depleted down to scraps




The shark got me


The phantom limb is agonizing. This is why I first committed sorcery.



I lift up my pain to you.
My missing limb to you.



Lord, show me the meaning of abundance.


I need a torrential rainfall on what feels like a desert.



Make a path where there is none.


Lead us out of the snare of the fowler


Repay my debts whole.

In Jesus name,
Amen.

Muddy waters

Lord this whole tax thing is confusing. I am stuck between employee vs INCORPORATED. Lord, I know a lot of my friends are going incorporated and really living the lavish lifestyle. But lord u told me not to copy what my peers are doing.


I was warned by sbd on jsp that a lot of what's happening is actually sketchy. I read on the CRA website u can't use Ur home like an office for our line of work. I don't know if the incorporation will be truly worth it in the end.


I feel a lot of hype. I feel like I'm caught up in some get rich scheme but it seems to me to just be deferring taxes. You can't get away. Lord. I am in need of your guidance.


I think it's best for me to stay as an employee and pick up shifts at the agency for a higher rate. Please correct me if I am wrong.


Help me God. In Jesus name, amen

Also help me to speak to Rov about this.

Warpage

My recruiter screwed up
My manager screwed up

There was a hiccup in the process
What should have been smooth as glass became coarse.

My straight path took a bend
How could they mess up such a simple thing?

I am losing my patience
Too many perversions on this forum

Too many liars
Too many deniers.
Blasphemers.

No, not one of them are encouraging.

I live in a world of an avalache. Snow particles drifting into hell.

The mouth of hell is wide open. My soul blazes with the ash of the lost.


How can I stand my Lord?

I have enough problems in my own real life. This stupid job interview is just a damn buzzing fly.


My capital is expended on what? I don't know.

I needed this one thing to pull through.



Its the kind of bad news I can't handle.

Its not the straw that broke the camels back. This is not a small thing.





How could he send such an irresponsible email? How could they screw up such an important thing for me?



I guess I can only understand it in one way.

1) she doesn't care if I succeed
2) he doesn't care if I succeed

Neither of them have any idea what's at stake for me. Even if I told them I was in a financial pinch. Who cares? We throw each other under the bus all the time. Just like how I threw that girl under the bus.


I threw that girl under the bus. Didn't I? I wasn't thinking. We don't think. We only think about ourselves.


In this world. Nothing is certain.


When good things come. Praise God.

When bad things come. Praise God.




Help me to accept this bad news with an open heart. I wish to forgive my recruiter. He's just a tool. He doesn't care or know anything.


Let go of all personal vendetta. He is like a plant. He probably was high as a kite. Like that guy at td bank. He probably had no clue what was going on. He probably took zero responsibility for anything.



Just like me.
He didn't know. He can, at times, take no responsibility for his actions. In that way, we are all guilty of foolishness.


Everything happens according to the good of the elect. God has a path. He will make a way. If he wants you to have this job, you cannot thwart his plan.


The door that he opens, no one can close.



Do not take matters into your own hands. Trust in the lord in all things.


You can right no one.
You can correct no one.
You can save no one.
You cannot stop water from slipping through your fingers.

You are not in control. It is not good for you to be in control.


Let God handle it.

Let god handle all things.

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Heavenly father I come to you with an anxious heart. I do not want to be like my sister or my parents or the old me. I do not want to be poor. I do not want to be a loser. I do not want to have the short end of the stick. I do not want to be lazy and incur my own reward of poverty. I do not want to be slack lord. I want to do my best. I am trying my best. And yet this hiccup gives me tremendous anxiety. Please God. Quiet my heart and allow me to trust you. Allow me to have faith and also discipline.

In Jesus name,
Amen

Thanksgiving

Ty God for

1. Teaching me how to cook

2. A good wife who prepares my ingredients and supports me wholeheartedly

3. The agency drafting my offer letter (praise God. I was


I was in the midst of despair. I was in a humbled state. I dated not to gloat.

In fact I had a loss of monies.

In fact one of my superiors had to give me a talking to with regards to a recent performance


Things were sour. We were disorganized. I said


GOD JUST PLEASE GET US OUT OF THIS MESS!



And yet. Good things are also happening but lord I am weak.


My God. You of all know how important these one few things are to me.



Every muscle counts on the body when you are trying to lift intense weight.

That's why I am begging you for strength God.

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4. Thank you for the semblance of friends. I may not appear to have a lot of friends or even one friend. But any semblance of it is greatly appreciated. Thank you

Thank you God.

Garnishment

Lord have mercy.

Do not take away my wife from me.

In Jesus name,

Hear my plea. A beggars plea.


Like old uriah, I have nothing but my wife.

Please have mercy on me.

In Jesus name,


Amen

Protection

Cover me lord

My shams, my secrets

My infirmity




Lift me up

And teach me knowledge

And prudence.


In Jesus name

Please protect me and my family and all my doings


Amen

Rooms are turning to look quite nicely

Thanks God for helping me with the baseboards and planks.

They look a lot easier on the eye now.




Even though I am covered by a thick invisible blanket



I feel like there is satisfaction at the work of my hands.


Thank you Jesus for my family.