This is absolutely a phase all of us go through. I’m an 06 member and in 06-07 I had to go through the same stuff you are now.
It will pass. Make sure you take a lot of s/s in your games when trading, and make sure 100% you use a med for all trades.
Not many people are going to trust you to do services that involve on account work, but you can still do jobs where they are on there account and you on yours everything will be fine.