https://i.imgur.com/0ly9YZs.jpgmy cat woke me up friday at 4 am screaming he is a indoor cat. i called for him he yelled back he was close i sat up hes at the edge of my bed on the floor he isnt moving but hes trying to.
i grab for him his back legs are limp. i took him to the vet. they promised theyd try to fix him. instead the dr put him to sleep he told me hes go to sleep and pass in his sleep. the vet sped his heart up until it exploded i saw it beeting from his chest. im am so fucked so frustrated so upset i do not know what the fuck to do. he was my therpy animal my teddy bear cat i am so fucked right now. im having panic attacks cant stop the tears. how can i do this.
1 week ago yesterday. i remember the day i got him he was 4 weeks old in a driveway that had a sign free cats their were hundreds and he just stared at me and meowed and i picked him up and he was mine. i dunno why life has to be so fleeting so meaningless why you had to go. so soon 8 years is not long enough.
Thats rough.. Sorry to hear