Quote (Def_Not_Tim @ Jul 22 2018 12:14am)
Whatever makes you feel happy bro.. i love that you are creating this illusion that i couldnt gather gear, as what i remember is that i very fast collected fg and bought everything to be selfsustainable. but now that you mention it, i think we should get all the cards on the table, cuz you are outright lieing.
what really happened inside OC :
your version is that i needed gear from you from start till end, wich is a lie, i had caster gear, but you choose to lend me some of your caster gear to improve our overall climbs. ( no word about "lend geear = no fg from exchange) then i finally passed to HEADHUNTER, i had no axes, and before i could blink you sent your axes to me, ( still no word of no payment from exchange, i even was talkin with dan about gettin last fg, to buy his full axe set, so had MY OWN GEAR)
then i startet to ask in, about when i got the fg i allready had earned in my time in Outcast, you swept me of, basically just ignored my request, so i kept ask for those fg, and i felt the tention from you rise, and one day, 2-4 weeks after i asked first time, you suddently had figured out a way, for you to not pay me, you claimed, cuz i had lend gear from you, i was not in the position of gettin paid for my man hours put into the game,
mark my words, that was first time you ever mentioned this, u didnt tell me, when you lend me few pieces of your casting set, nor when you blindly sent me your axe set, that i couldnt get paid for my effort..
so all in all, you had no right to get annoyed with me askin for fg, it was my right, to get those fg, and no "leader" of outcast had told me this was the rules..
i made freakin 300 gp, for outcast, do you know how many man hours that was, and all i wanted was my rightfully 5 fg pr gp, and you turned around on me like this. that is disrespectfull, and def. not a sign of good leadership!
And you know, as soon as you told me these completely new made rules after weeks of me trying to get my nickles and dimes, i broke down, i felt betrayed, i actually thougt we had become buddies at t hat point, i sent ALL gear low lvl trash fill in as well as the axe set back, and 24 hour later i bought dans set.
the reason i want all gear of my own, is so things like this dont happen. but it did, and the creation of it was all on you.
i dont know what your real issue ever was, and i prolly never figure it out. its not a big deal any more honestly.
you can reply all you want, to make yourself look good, or some more passiv aggression towards me, i really dont care. i have no plans on going back to reply to anything you would ever have to write.. it rly has no value to me.
what i just stated, is what happened. i know Phil allways try to make himself the victim. but he is not, shady leader. with no respect for the man hours people put into his project
its kind of funny honestly.
you are throwing a huge fit. thinking that YOU are right.
but youre not. no one said you werent getting paid for the gps you put up.
once the rule came about, it was the gps AFTER that you wouldnt be paid for.
phil couldnt afford to pay you for the gps, and if you paid attention, you could have very well seen that.
you NEVER came to any of the other leaders looking for payment, which is what should have been done.
yet even when you DID get paid, you sent it back? then you threw the largest fit that i have ever seen a grown man throw.
you talked shit on anyone and everyone in the LS community. made jokes about people just kidding around ect.
but the VERY moment ANYONE made a joke about you just messing around, you got extremely upset and started pouting around.
you sit there and scream things like "yea daddy fuck me"
but you went off the handle when someone called you jim?
you have a very convoluted sense of reality because youre stuck in the world of video games.
you need to just grow up bud. no one is out to get you. but you get upset and blame everyone else for your own mistakes.
rules change man. ESPECIALLY in real life. laws change and new laws are made practically everyday.
i cant believe you are still upset about all this. move the hell on. maybe grow up a little bit and learn to talk things out instead of flaming people and then blocking them right away.
and before you go saying this has nothing to do with me.
you treated me like serious shit when all i was doing was trying to pay you.
i did absolutely nothing to you. never joked around or talked shit or made fun of you.
and you treated me like i was the source of all your problems.
your the source of your own problems. if you watch what you do and say. maybe things will get better for you.
but this pattern of flaming people and blocking them before they say anything. has got to stop.
its not helping you if you cant see both sides of the story. half the time you have a misconstrued sense of what actually is going on. yet you flame and then block them before anything can be straightened out.
if you cant accept your wrong from time to time. youre going to continue down a self destructive path that will make you feel like shit when you realize you have no friends or people who will help you.
also
+2 pass to samurai