Quote (ChocolateCoveredGummyBears @ Aug 27 2023 05:46pm)
yeah if that's true i'd venture to say that's easily over 100k of fg potentially. and you'd need to repay that, which you're probably not gonna do, probably can't even do financially if you wanted.
not sure why you continued to scam this community though. i understand if maybe it was a phase where you were 10 or 11 years old thinking it was fun, but constantly doing it deliberately when you're an adult is really scummy behavior. probably a deeper issue at play in your life you should look into.
Lets just go ahead and point out that it was definitely a deeper issue. Something along the lines of feeling the rush of attention, be that as it may - bad attention, was something I craved for reasons unknown to me. I was a loner of sorts, had a small amount of friends, my brothers were growing and furthering themselves from me and I just felt left behind. But there was alot of other stuff that was going on aswell, stuff that I'd rather not mention, but some of it was due to what I'd guess to be - my introduction into experimentation and growing addiction to drugs, mind you, the stuff I did steal and the stuff I was stealing at the time - wasn't sold for drugs or anything, but the drugs themselves just altered my perception of reality in such a perverse way that the stuff I was doing, that was wrong, wasn't being seen by me as something negative or wrong, or perhaps I just didn't care, honestly I can't remember which one.
I've been drug free for sometime now but battled with that addiction for over 15+years and well, just recently got clean from everything. I realize I can't go back and change my choices, but I realize now, it wasn't ever worth it -I wasted a ton of time, money and missed out on a ton of opportunities. I was immature. I decided to try and find a crutch to absolve me of my feelings, conscience and found myself disorientated more often than not.
Either way, I'm not trying to excuse my actions by being able to blame them on drug addiction but rather simply stating that the actions of my past aren't something that I'd find myself being able to condone nowadays.
However, as I've said before, If I find myself somewhere in the future financially stable enough to repay these debts, I'm hoping I'll choose to do so.
Just to clarify though, the amount of debt is probably around 100-300k fg.