Back in April I met this girl off Hinge. We hung out 3 times over the course of 3 weeks. Everything was great, she literally was someone I could potentially spend my life with. She showed affection and attraction to me but on my end it was slow or almost non existent, but that’s because of my past, it normally takes me a few months to build an attraction and bond with someone.
After one weekend together, my mind began to overthink and attack me questioning whether or not I’m capable at this point to be with someone. I'm afraid of the unknown and what the future holds. Out of fear I told her I wasn’t able to continue and broke it off with her. Like I need therapy or something to get my mind in the right spot, it wasn’t fair to either of us to continue but I can’t help but to think that if we did, she would have helped me through it all. She just had that aura about her and understanding nature, but I ended it.
Almost 3 weeks later now I can’t get her off my mind. I don’t know how to progress. I want to go back to her so badly and tell her I may have screwed up but I’m afraid she won’t accept me back. Idk I’m in a crossroads.
Just looking for advice.
This post was edited by TakeNote on May 17 2023 05:11pm