Having an explanation without proof is called delusion. Since you refuse to provide evidence or how you "know" jesus let me ask you. How is it any different to Islam, Tribal Shamanism or Norse Hethenry who have an explanation but no proof just like Christianity?
What made you pick and choose one of these "proofless" explanations over another? Is it geography or the family you were born into that indoctrinated you? For example if you were born in India into a Hindu family you would be spouting Hinduism instead of Christianity? Have you gone around and sampled all the belief systems, how do you tell which ones are real and which are fake? Is this based on feelings, or a popularity contest or did you pick it randomly out of a hat? Were you lonely and wanted to be part of a "club" so you joined because you wanted to blend in?
Did Jesus's ghost walk up to you and said yo durrr I am real dawg you better worship me or else I put you down like a dog? If you seen or hear jesus how do you know it was jesus? Did he bring some ID? What did he look like and how do you know it wasn't a hallucination or a vivid dream? Were you intoxicated or on drugs?
Or are you making this whole thing up but at this point you don't want to admit to yourself and others that you are delusional. So you keep up the charade.
I've never had a sip of alcohol in my life and have never done drugs. I've also explained this many times in this thread. I chose to follow Jesus for the same reason you chose to have faith in your belief. Only difference is God does indeed reveal himself to those who seek him.
Jesus is trustworthy and verifiable. Christianity is the
only religion that fully accounts for everything we see and experience.
Jesus came to abolish religion and fulfill the law.
I will absolutely continue to live my life freely because it's my life and my decision and my decisions have zero weight on your life. You still wish you had your way with another's way of living and you'll never succeed in that foolish way of thinking.
You have learned of Jesus, so when you finally met Jesus you can't use the excuse you never knew.