This is an excellent debate that points out major flaws in christian position. When they interpret the bible to mean whatever they like it to mean to the point where whatever you want it to mean.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fmOrpEPHX5I
Correct, people interpret the bible to mean whatever they like instead of actually studying the original language in which it was written and then discussing with others in the proper context of scripture. Only problem is you think the people who don't believe in the bible and don't actually study it are the ones getting it correct.
There are atheists that exist that understand the verses and give their opinion on scripture as it is written, but neither are going to make a difference. The fact remains Jesus existed and still exists today for all of eternity and you are still proof of a creator.
You will continue to try and convince yourself of a lie and eventually you'll get tired of feeling empty. Your soul will continue to long for truth, hence why you'll never stop discussing the Bible. You can say you don't believe in it, but this is all you dedicate your time to. The average person typically avoids involving their time with something they don't care about.