I'm not refusing history. I'm rejecting the moronic notion that things written in a book from thousands of years ago in any way can be considered evidence or god, miracles, or the supernatural.
May I ask you,
have you personally read the Bible?
I have not finished reading it, but my reading of the Bible will never end. The reason I ask is this, because if you haven't read it, what is the source of the conclusion in your heart? God is freely offering you salvation and an eternity of everlasting joy with Him, you, and all of your family, so why not explore His love, and maybe consider the evidence at hand, that God is Spirit?
If you ask Him to speak to you from your heart, He will surely, unquestionably, undeniably answer you. God is pleased by faith, and faith moves Him to action.