I guess things have shifted a little since then. Not fixed, not even close, but not as heavy as before. I finally gave in and started going to therapy like everyone kept telling me to. It’s different. Some days I feel like I’m just talking in circles, other days it actually helps me make sense of things I’ve been avoiding. Either way, it’s something.
I’ve also been going out more. Probably more than I should, if I’m being honest. Drinking, staying out late, just trying to feel something other than that constant weight. It works in the moment. At least it feels like it does.
Then one night, out of nowhere, I ran into her.
It wasn’t dramatic. No big scene. Just one of those moments where everything kind of slows down for a second. She looked surprised. I probably did too. We ended up talking, just small things at first, then a little more real. She said she was sorry. Not in a rushed way, not like she was trying to fix everything in one sentence. Just sorry.
One thing led to another, and somehow we ended up back at my place.
That’s when she said it. That she wants to try again. That she misses what we had and thinks we can work through it.
And now I’m here, not really sure what to do with that.
https://forums.d2jsp.org/topic.php?t=109241673&f=27This post was edited by YUMI_123 on May 18 2026 08:35pm