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#11
Apr 7 2026 10:58pm
Quote (4nt @ Apr 7 2026 10:57pm)
relapse is part of the game. pretty much have to cut everyone off and change ur entire life. i thought i could just quit and keep doing the shit i was doin it worked until it didnt


Buddy I've had a full oz of bomb ass shit for the part month of me quitting


I can stop doing it while being in possession of large amounts


And even if I didn't have the drugs I can just go buy it because I have money


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Apr 7 2026 10:58pm
Quote (DALTONG @ Apr 8 2026 12:56am)
Fuck..


Are you Canadian . I'll email you money right now


But that won't help... Maybe a tiny bit


I'm American
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Apr 7 2026 11:00pm
Quote (Loipisdead @ Apr 7 2026 10:58pm)
I'm American
:(


Sorry. I dunno how to send u money that easy
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#14
Apr 7 2026 11:01pm
Quote (DALTONG @ Apr 7 2026 10:16pm)
So ya u all know I'm a fucking peice of shit


I've relapsed twice


I hate myself and want to die


Can't explain why


I'm worth about 1 mil USD and I don't wanna live anymore


Yes dear diary... Don't even comment unless u have been where I am now... Which most of you pussies have never been


I think it's love that I'm missing in my life


I'm scared to love someone.... Last person I was with loved me but I didn't love them.


Ever owned a dog? It'll love you no matter what you smell, look or sound.
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#15
Apr 7 2026 11:21pm
Quote (WiziLiCe @ Apr 8 2026 05:01pm)
Ever owned a dog? It'll love you no matter what you smell, look or sound.


Don't encourage people to take care of a living things if they cannot take care of themselves. Thats a recepie for disaster.

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#16
Apr 7 2026 11:26pm
Quote (addone @ Apr 8 2026 01:21am)
Don't encourage people to take care of a living things if they cannot take care of themselves. Thats a recepie for disaster.


Hey animals can be amazing for mental health even if you're homeless. I've seen homeless people treat their dogs and cats better than some people with homes
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#17
Apr 7 2026 11:39pm
Quote (Loipisdead @ Apr 8 2026 12:26am)
Hey animals can be amazing for mental health even if you're homeless. I've seen homeless people treat their dogs and cats better than some people with homes


Vouch.

I could have to ration out a ramen over a week but my dog would still get its full meal.
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Apr 7 2026 11:41pm
Quote (Loipisdead @ Apr 8 2026 05:26pm)
Hey animals can be amazing for mental health even if you're homeless. I've seen homeless people treat their dogs and cats better than some people with homes


Cats might be different because they don't really give a shit as long as you feed them. But dogs are dependent and if they are not fed or given exercise will be miserable. Most people give their pets cheap slop that barely covers their nutritional needs.

The best pet would be either a cat or a rat something that can easily survive independently and not rely on human support.
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#19
Apr 7 2026 11:44pm
Check yourself into a place where you’ll be held accountable daily for ua’s and your behavior etc until you can build a healthy network and life again. No shame in asking for help.
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Apr 7 2026 11:46pm
Quote (Abyzma @ Apr 8 2026 01:44am)
Check yourself into a place where you’ll be held accountable daily for ua’s and your behavior etc until you can build a healthy network and life again. No shame in asking for help.


I might need to do that
But all the places around here suck and it's for grief
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