Thanks guys...I really appreciate it. If I disappear for a month I'll be getting help. I'm make a post first so no one thinks something bad happened. I just don't want to enjoy life again. Live...love. it seems unreachable right now but I'm hoping it'll get better. Thanks for caring. Ive isolated myself so I don't have friends
I ain't saying I've walked your path or felt your pain but when I went through my lowest I did the same and thankfully on the other side I have a very rewarding life now.
Editing to say I hope the same, if not more, for you
This post was edited by Diutinus on Apr 1 2026 07:50pm