Heared its like using an elevator.
Starting in lvl 0, driving up to lvl 10, driving dpwn to lvl -1
Now lvl -1 is your "startlvl"
Like starting -1, driving up 10 lvls, driving down 11 lvls to -2
And so on and so on
Until youre lvl -10 startlvl and need a pipe to get to "standart lvl 0" again, to feel "normal" for a second.
That true?
Well my mental capacity couldn't even comprehend what you are trying to say but I want to die
I do not want to live life anymore
Smoking crack feels so good that u will never ever ever feel so good from anything in life than a hoot of crack
Then stop doing it and life is literally complete garbage and all u want to do is die
Everyone brain chemistry is different but I think I am meant to face these challenges in order to grow
But God damn I want to die so bad but at the same time I'm quitting so that I don't die.... It's crazy
This post was edited by DALTONG on Mar 19 2026 02:37am