I used to drink a lot and do pretty much any substance you'd hand me. Now, I just take prescription medication (gabapentin, Wellbutrin, Vraylar), kratom, and weed (the legal % strength for my state, GA). I definitely like myself way more now than I did when I was drinking. When I was using other substances, I wasn't too bad TBH. I never got mean or anything when using substances, but when drinking, I'd have some serious rage issues