Have you ever even thought about an actual career...
I know the answer its ok
I work through contracts and that's what has been putting food on your table since your birth (due to me paying taxes and you leeching off the government). I understand that life may be harder for you without a father figure. I'm happy that your mother is able to get help through welfare and EBT. I'm sorry you and your family are going through that and I hope that one day your lashing out will actually be justified. By helping put food on your table, I'm an ally. IDK why you're lashing out at the man that has been feeding you.