You ever become a different person than what you were before because of life experiences? That's how I feel right now.
I do miss a lot of people I met here and I somewhat vaguely remember who they are running through my memories.
Anyone remember me at all?
I had this experience fathers day of my 33rd year it reminded me of when we learned about spiders spinning their webs under the influence of different narcotics.
One day I just suddenly woke up, looked around and noticed everything, the world, around me had impressions that appeared as if the spinnerette of this matrix had always been exactly responding to my condition.
Early in my spiritual journey I had a week of delirium where I was the only human alive and all other actors existed to maintain fruitful experience for me.
A decade later this experience on my 33rd of suddenly becoming another perceptive being, reinforced that early delirium,
but my wisdom tells me that all agentic beings are masters of their own reality.