I think that the 'dead inside' quality is underrrated.

Honestly, just waking up in the morning ruins my day! Most nights before I go to sleep, I hope and pray that I don't wake up but I keep waking up and still living if you want to call it that! :(
It is difficult to gauge the truthiness of a gamer forum comment/thread. If what you shared is true, I do want you to find one real life off-line friend or a community, which Meetup is a great site for that for finding groups with an interest that may be what you love, and interact with real life people away from work and away from a gamer forum. Please, do that. Even if you make mistakes with real life friends, stick with it. People who care have a huge tolerance for when a friend makes a mistake or stumbles.
This post was edited by UAPtictac on Feb 11 2026 07:48pm