Quote (cbx1992 @ Feb 4 2026 12:27pm)

paranoid schizophrenia persecution mania depression and problem with heart and legs. all at age of 33 B)

Quote (GrandMasterTroll @ Feb 4 2026 07:29pm)

You should get back on your meds then. Why did you quit them?

Quote (cbx1992 @ Feb 4 2026 12:35pm)

ive been on meds from start of my illness ( mental ones ) and thats almost 6 years now without a break. i just want to see my illness state at this point and see if its worse than at begining . for now i dont hear voices and i feel very good....and suprised. ill start to take meds when ill start to hear voices cuz im terrified of them. i still take my meds for heart and not related things to my mental state.. im not stupid i dont want to die yet :D

Quote (cbx1992 @ Feb 4 2026 12:35pm)

ive been on meds from start of my illness ( mental ones ) and thats almost 6 years now without a break. i just want to see my illness state at this point and see if its worse than at begining . for now i dont hear voices and i feel very good....and suprised. ill start to take meds when ill start to hear voices cuz im terrified of them. i still take my meds for heart and not related things to my mental state.. im not stupid i dont want to die yet :D

Quote (SweetDisposition @ Feb 4 2026 01:43pm)

Not taking mental health meds could cause you to die though. Stopping meds with such serious diagnoses is never good. You may feel good now, probably due to manic symptoms, but you'll feel awful soon enough.

You are only better due to your meds. Your baseline without them will always be the same: shitty

Quote (GrandMasterTroll @ Feb 4 2026 07:38pm)

I'm not sure how schizophrenia meds work, but don't they need to get working in your system before they start helping? I hope that your doctor knows what you're doing. Coming off pharmaceuticals can be dangerous. You probably weren't hearing the voices because of the medicine. If you really have schizophrenia, the voices will probably start coming back once the medicine is out of your system

Quote (cbx1992 @ Feb 4 2026 12:49pm)

ill start taking meds back as soon as ill will hear anything. after meds i would only lay down in bed and do nothing...exhausted for 6 years straight . thats how they work.. they give something but take also alot from person. im under control at this point and i wont kill anyone i promise sir ^_^ yeah i want to check will voices be stronger and im worse and worse year by year.

Quote (SweetDisposition @ Feb 4 2026 07:43pm)

Not taking mental health meds could cause you to die though. Stopping meds with such serious diagnoses is never good. You may feel good now, probably due to manic symptoms, but you'll feel awful soon enough.

You are only better due to your meds. Your baseline without them will always be the same: shitty