Ok good at least we established where you stand now let's explore a little further. By what method, proof, reasoning did you come to believe in god and jesus? Like did you see jesus come up to you irl and said "hey kin I am jesus and I am real", is there a video tape of actual god giving a presentation on how to sign up to be a christian? Did some hermit tell you he saw jesus after taking a mushroom trip and you believed him?
Tell me your criteria for accepting there is a magical being that can part the red sea and resurrect people from the dead. I would like to know how you arrived at that conclusion.
I'll answer your question.
Some years ago, about 3 years ago, I was following a lot of people who were teaching how to make money, get houses, get girls, etc, and was meditating on stoicism.
I followed a stoicism post, and not even three minutes later I read these Words from Jesus:
'So you decided to follow satan!'
I knew immediately that what I was following, stoicism, and all the other people, were teachings coming from satan. In that moment I
knew.
As I searched the scriptures, I learned that the righteousness of Jesus Christ and His Teachings are the truth.