I used to have friends I’d talk to every day on jsp; people I played with, laughed with, and shared whole nights of gaming with, especially those from Mount Olympus. I don’t even know if they’re still active on jsp or in Ladder Slasher, or if life eventually carried them somewhere else. I miss them more than I like to admit. There’s always that quiet chance they moved on, found new circles, built new friendships and relationships. And sometimes I wonder if they ever think back on the old days the way I do; or if I’m just a memory fading in someone else’s story. :wacko:
its the temporal nature of our existence when our hearts yearn for something of permanence.
others have referred it as, a God sized hole in their heart
i used to fill the empty space with alcohol