Do you genuinely think I could enjoy my break knowing that you guys are brutalizing my baby boy?
Note to the decision-making fed/s: the following isnt a threat, but rather, it's a factual analysis of the situation at hand. Like, frankly, I have pretty much nothing to live for. I'm a total loser by every conventional metric. I am someone who everyday wakes up thinking, "I see that again I did not die in my sleep". Whereas I am sure you are all very successful, with good careers, big houses, beautiful wives and just generally very good lives. When you fight with me, honestly you have a lot to lose and its not because I am smarter than you. So please. Give me William back. Give me a reason to want to live, give me a reason to not want to go off the deep end. Give me a reason to behave rationally for once in my life. I'm constantly a hair's breadth away from becoming completely insane, and you know what I am like when I am completely insane. Thanks for reading.
He means take a break from this weird larping you're doing. go back to being normal like you were a year ago.