You can’t decide your attraction. Did you actively decide to be attracted to women?
Here’s an experiment. Try to be sexually attracted to a man - for science, let me know how that works out lol.
It is a choice to step away from natural design. The root cause for all sin started in the garden and has become what it is today.
God's truth is Male and Female by design.
Same sex attraction is not by design and is not truth to God's purpose for your life.