I'm actually only 45! I just look older because of my illnesses! I've lived a hard life too! That's okay if you'd rather dodge than answer my question! :)
You look at least 60 and intentionally making your life difficult by refusing to do a single push up or fill out a job application. There is nothing hard about your life, you are literally sitting all day on a couch spamming +1's.
Put the phone down and go fix your shit. You are a scammer who steals taxpayer money from people who genuinely need help.