and cheers bro happy weekend :thumbsup:
i dont drink too anymore . over 15 years now .
i sometimes miss the vibe tho
its over now
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Yeah i am realistic too, i miss the good times, but when the bad things catches up, it's no fun, the devil he yanks the chain n then you know, you're not free anymore, the life is tied to that dang stuff. 15 years, is incredible, that's discipline, the smoking, well wth, i read it's less addictive n such, you can control it if you want, you shown that with the other stuff.
Yeah well it's time for some z's, man it's been a very harsh week, new tenant here inthe joint (xD) ownership, she's been kinda crazy, asking for help sending messages all the time, telling me the neighbour above is slamming the floor n such, so she cna't sleep, then threatening to sue for damages, lost sleep n such ......... so i had to walk the halls listening for such things at night ,i'm usually up at night anyway, so it's not a huge botehr, yet i couldn't hear nothing, n i live two apartments down the hall n i hear stuff like that easily. So i am 90% certain it's a bluff to make us pay for bullshit............ yet i gotta stay even keeled, i can't say she's lying n stuff,i gotta be professional in this, being a bored member...........
n in addition to that flibbertygibbet (that's from hank hill in king of the hill ^^), i got some kind of a goddamn rash or allergic reaction, visiting my dad 10 days ago, their dog is nice enough, yet they don't wash it i think, ni t really likes me, so i of courseh ave ot pet it on my lap all the time ...... i always got a bit of a itch viciting them, but i always shower n toss clothes in launcry when gettin home, yet his time it was so tired i slumped in the recliner for 2 hours .................. itching like hell, i showered, since then, only gotten worse, now i'm actually completely soar on 70% of my skin, it's bad. Doctor prescribed allergy pills, not really helping. So considering emergency room tomorrow, find out what this devilry is. I know you can go blind if it's scabitis............... REally not hoping it's scabitis, hopefuly just a mite allergy reaction from the hound which then will go awya, i am above average when it comes to hygiene, so it shoudl go away if ik eep being good with htat n take pills n use lotion.
Some kind of damnation over me the last year lol, alcie stop 9 months now (though kind of a blessing, got my life back), then 3 montsh ago no more sugar n eat very little, done good on that, working hard, then the crazy tenant, then this rash insanity...... what nect does the guy upstairs have instor efore me lol .... next they'll be telling me blizard jut down d2 leg servers.......... well whaddoyougonna do, just live with it, actually bought some books now, on woodworking, got many ideas, n building my own shelves, very very cool.... n actually tying knots, it's damn interesting, just learned the half hitch or clove hitch, stuff is cool, tight as hell too, lol, n also the bowline knot. I actually fixed a handheld fan i have, that got the clamp plastic piece broke, spent hours figuring out how to use proper nots with some kind of christmasy string, it's cool as hell, lol, 90% done now, the last part is very tricky. But it's fun xD fun to learn something knew n practical. Kind of psycholoy that, my dad always telling me i'm stupid, the biggest work is figuring stuff out without listening to him telling me i suck and am stupid. I think that's a lot of why many peopel struggle. Zero peositivity fomr parents. No wonder many struggle.