I've never understood how to be a bad partner. Like I know what others do that fuck things up in a relationship, but to me it's just painfully obvious how to be good to your partner.
I have an amazingly bad track record with relationships. besides hookups, i have no clue how to connect with women on a basis that isn't just drugs and sex. I have no sense of romance because i believe it's a bit of a pathetic joke and that people are all self absorbed anduntrustworthy in their nature. i barely connect with anyone lately and it's killing me inside. It's almost like i'm having the same episode i had about ten years ago. I just see very little that's appealing character wise in people. And the worst part is i don't think anything i do is ever going to change this shit situation i'm in. as if i'm doomed to repeat the same cycle forever. i miss the most basic cues all the fucking time. I also just hate socializing openly or going to crowded places.
And believe me i've tried to be better. i really really have only to get fucked over every time.
This post was edited by rawwwrr on Mar 25 2025 08:38pm