Quote (MaliceMizer @ Jul 26 2016 05:03am)
I've been once, I was 2 weeks deep into a fast, formulating a theory of everything to justify God's ways to men & thought it wise to burglarize a freemason's vacation home.
He sure showed me who's boss with a 3 day straight jacket and 3 month regiment of hardcore antipsychotics.
It was difficult at first because it seemed all the other patients were just there to weasel out of hard time for violent shit, but by the end of it I was ready to submit a petition to the attorney General to "Let my people go!"
Ended up diagnosed with PTSD which essentially turns me into a felon when it comes to citizens rights. Since that I've been completely and willfully checked out from reality.
I find that when I imagine perfection (my illness :rolleyes: ) it gives me the heart to inspire other people for the future, as seeing the nature of God makes me hate this world for what it isn't.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jo18VIoR2xU
I'm very ignorant on these matters because I am operating off the assumption that madness is the gift that has been given to us. It's not really a curse in mind that should be medicated away when it's so apparent the world has no place imagination.
There's reality, only what the individual experiences as filtered through their own brain.
Then there's unreality (unity-reality) what we can all agree on as a shared perception.
In my mind (and now I'm assuming yours) these never coincide, or come even close.
Am I really that twisted? Are our genetics from Levi really that Fucked?
I say no, and I say entertain what's true for you and your reality without medications. Just as long as it doesn't infringe on the unity-reality.
Anyways the paradox must be rectified, the beginning is near for us brother. Let all men be liars, but God real.
Your story is kind of funny lol
but as far as no medication going, and psychosis being a good thing...... ehhh, i think it varies from individual to individual... but personally i stay on meds, cuz i can't live without them...
I mean my schizophrenia is like living in a nightmare everyday, even with meds, i can't imagine how bad it'd get without meds...
I guess some peoples psychosis can be fun, others more treacherous i guess... mine being more treacherous :/