Quote (ferf @ 26 Jul 2016 03:20)
Boxbox sounds like a moron/ignorant
Having constant hallucinations is not a bad mental habbit, it's bad genetics
and yeah they have nicotine patches at psych wards, i've been to psych ward twice, 3 and half months each time.... although at the time i figured it was just incase people were smokers (i still think that, actually)
but yeah nicotine can help a bit i guses, but medication helps more
I've been once, I was 2 weeks deep into a fast, formulating a theory of everything to justify God's ways to men & thought it wise to burglarize a freemason's vacation home.
He sure showed me who's boss with a 3 day straight jacket and 3 month regiment of hardcore antipsychotics.
It was difficult at first because it seemed all the other patients were just there to weasel out of hard time for violent shit, but by the end of it I was ready to submit a petition to the attorney General to "Let my people go!"
Ended up diagnosed with PTSD which essentially turns me into a felon when it comes to citizens rights. Since that I've been completely and willfully checked out from reality.
I find that when I imagine perfection (my illness
) it gives me the heart to inspire other people for the future, as seeing the nature of God makes me hate this world for what it isn't.
I'm very ignorant on these matters because I am operating off the assumption that madness is the gift that has been given to us. It's not really a curse in mind that should be medicated away when it's so apparent the world has no place imagination.
There's reality, only what the individual experiences as filtered through their own brain.
Then there's unreality (unity-reality) what we can all agree on as a shared perception.
In my mind (and now I'm assuming yours) these never coincide, or come even close.
Am I really that twisted? Are our genetics from Levi really that Fucked?
I say no, and I say entertain what's true for you and your reality without medications. Just as long as it doesn't infringe on the unity-reality.
Anyways the paradox must be rectified, the beginning is near for us brother. Let all men be liars, but God real.
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An oldest of the Elf (indicated by having poorly angled eyes) was considered by mind no more or lesser a being than the Great Ent, even the corral of simple deserters from the Sea floor had a place. Still persisting, it was hurt in being made to see light in which it could not, even after the creation of the eyes - for it's duty was to be an observer of the stars. Instead of taking pride in it's own works, it took pride the ability to perceive which was not. Having pride in false perception produced vanity and God on the Most High saw that he was flawed.
Before consulting the Great Ent about it's greater news; He bestowed upon himself the name Seth. While attempting to contemplate the "er" in the laws to accommodate such a phenomena, he also named the problem chance. The profundity of his reasoning within himself were so great, he ran and sang and danced to being an elaborate web of deception within the network, for he was most worshipful of himself.
This post was edited by MaliceMizer on Jul 26 2016 03:10am