Quote (card_sultan @ Feb 1 2016 02:15pm)
There a fine line between a healthy skepticism and having a blind trust. For example people had a blind trust of all Catholic Priests in the 1950s. In the 1950s if you even remotely questioned any priest intentions - you were seen as attacking the entire church and accused of being paranoid. This is why there are 1000s and 1000s of stories about sexual abuse by priests. I think you need to learn the difference. People who want you to have a blind trust in them will tell you that you are paranoid if you doubt anything they say or do. Things like Racism and fear mongering are signs of actually being "paranoid" of something you don't understand because those are an imaginary understanding, while if someone actually does something tangible to harm you, not liking them isn't being "paranoid".
You crossed that line.
No one is conspiring to control your mind by intentionally withholding information regarding our origins.
The fact you contrived this notion is evidence to your inability to distinguish reality from fantasy.
Those with genetic predispositions to paranoia have this tendency.
Contact a doctor & go on an anti-psychotic for a few months to clear up thinking &
stop watching so much youtube/television, it's enabling it.