This is an RNG game. And can be punishing.
I started ladder, found 2x Shakos and a Ber rune. Rolled a +1 Eldritch skiller with 42 life. All in like a day. Not a lot of runs.
I swapped to ssf singleplayer. Nothing. Luckily dried up. I was going to throw myself into traffic and then a hell meph chest dropped me a Vex rune. Kept me going.
Its just luck. I've id'd 10+ unique rings no soj. Gonna take 90+ more statistically. May not get it then. Gotta keep going.
Stiff upper lip. Only way out is through wot wot.
haha yeah, i can understand that feeling, i played few ladder starts, but this one has been a hell, i killed more than 200 times andy+meph in first week with the only loot of a demon limb and 5/5 facet. frustrating