I have a friend who beat my other friends nautrally. One of which just qualified for vegas when he won overall at brewcity. My other buddy won middleweight.
They both run gear and both lost to our natural friend last year.
You are worried because of progess, well the thing is you're progressing.. you need to give it more time.
Trust me you look good. You don't realize next year you're going to be the same you, just thicker.. and the next year, thicker.
I myself look forward to seeing that. So you should be able to find the motivation for yourself.
Who cares if a bunch of gymbros run half ass cycles and train even more half ass. Fuck em, we need those guys. Motivation as fuck they're losers.