Ok so i feel like I have ALS because their brains are 100% but it must be hella frustrating because people talk to them like retards loud and slow because they well to keep it short sound like they have a mental disorder.

At work I can't explain my projects and people who are good at talking just say the dumbest shit when they are wrong but people listen to them and won't listen to me cuz i sound, well, retarded and can't vocalize my thoughts. I am good with email but it does take me forever to write them and organize all my thoughts. my weekly staff meeting updates sound like im fucking checked out cuz I can't talk correctly and breathe fast then get all nervous like im on stage. but I'm still working here cuz my boss actually knows im good at what i actually do.

What type of training can help me at least be more normal and not awkward? Also i hate socializing and that shit drains the shit outta me when people ask about my life and shit except to people i really care about. talking to people i meet at work functions is such a chore and i legit don't give a fuck about their shit or their lives but they keep talking and i dont know how to remove my self and say i g2g cuz im scared iunno someone help me pls

This post was edited by leemyungbak on Apr 6 2015 03:30pm

calm the fuck down and stop being a beta bitch maybe?

/thred

go talk with a therapist first to deal with the anxiety. maybe see a speech therapist next.

Watch "The King's Speech" and take notes from the therapist

see thats the thing. I started to lift and now all I do is try to pick fights with people that cut infront of me at ATM and like is rude at the store I'm starting to hate people and lifting isn't doing anything just making me into a small dog barking or poking sticks at tigers. Should i still weight train? im addicted to beating my record each time and i wanna beat people up cuz i hate people. am i a sociopath? but I don't have problem getting girls or anything.

This post was edited by leemyungbak on Apr 6 2015 03:44pm

You should speak with a professional, not a bunch of nerds on a gaming website.

well I came to this forum cuz i figured there are more jacked and strong personality people

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as I got older I started to realize how much I don't care about other people either. It's okay. Just pretend everyone is a girl you're trying to fuck. You pretend you're listening to their stories and just keep asking them questions, cuz everyone likes talking about themselves. They'll like you for pretending to listen. Actually pay attention to the last thing they say before you decide it's time toe break the wrists and walk away, so you can just be like "Well Tom glad to hear your girlfriend's car is running better now, but I gotta get back to work.. good luck with potty training your dog. peace bitch"

Can't tell if this is a troll thread or not, but couldn't have said it better myself lol. A kind of depressing amount of social interaction is just going through the motions till you find someone you actually connect with well enough to give a single shit, and thus work buddies, or true buds are formed.