I know it's pretty pathetic to ask people for help online.
I'm just the kind of person who shuts everyone out in RL and act like i'm the only person with the problem. I know it's wrong.
I just can't seem to get rid of this feeling and that is why i can't sleep.
I'm going to take all your words seriously and just take all your advice.
I'm sure some of you guys have been through this but i'm just a mentally weak person.
It's really tough on me.
I appreciate all your replies. I really do. I'm going to just go on a long long drive somewhere.
Thanks.