I have been in and out of psych cards, and the last one is particularly bad. Here, if you refer to talk to the staff here, they will literally shove meds down your throat. And nobody cares who you go to, who you cry to, because they are all Feds and defend one another's action. In fact, snitching like that only makes matter worse, because the fed you snitched on will find all kinds of excuses to make your life a living he'll. Psychiatrists will deliberately not see you, because being seen by them is the only you can get discharged. So by refusing to talk to you, they can keep you here indefinitely without coming right out and admitting it. When they finally do see you. They will make up some bullshit reason about being too busy to see you. And you better smile and go along with them, because if you dare point out their bullshit, they will find all kinds of excuses to up your dosage, or give you meds they know you hate. The staff here are all fed plants and corrupt, and it would not surprise me if they would work together and lie for the doctor that he saw me everyday. It is a whole team of people with vast resources against a lone mental agent like me. This is the kinds of things feds do. And there certainly is no way to verify whether the doctors are who they say they are. I certainly cannot see their professional registrations numbers and then look it up on the College of Phsysians and Surgeons website, and then check to see their picture ID covering that they are really the name on the College's website. If I tried all that, they would just politely refuse and there would be nothing I could do. And I am not evening talking about the nurses here. All the nurses are known by their first only, and with a first name only, we can do so much. And this is even assuming thir Frasee Health badge is genuine； I know a lot of shady sites that can make really realistically-looking IDs of any kind

This post was edited by JessiWan on Nov 13 2025 06:54pm

A bit of background: I am certified, which means I can be recalled to hospital any moment. On October 24th, 2025, my case manager Jesse Donaldson called the police and said that he had a video tape of me going to CSIS to utter threars. The officers who came to apprehend me seemed sketchy as they kept changing their story. That was on Thursday. And when I called Jesse's number, very conveniently he was gone for Fiday, Saturday, and Sunday. So, I was brought back the hospital for doing nothing wrong. When at the emergency, a doctor came and claimed I had texts on my cell phone making threats to CSIS. I said I must been framed because I was not good with techlonogy and someone could have put it there. So he went away and another doctor came. This doctor said he had video tape of me going to CSIS to make threats. I told him I didn't even know where that is, plus I was with my mother all the time. She could vouch for me. But guess what? truth is no defense when it comes to feds and their foreign-blooded masters. The doctor just kept repeating how he had "evidence", so he felt justified in keeping me there. I kept explaining to him that that wasn't evidence, that it was just an accusation, one that he had yet to back up, and that he hadn't given me the chance to present my case and clear my name. But of course, truth is no defense. A few days later, my outpatient doctor, Dr. Wu came to see me. Pretty much the same conversation happened, and he absolutely would not listen to me even though I had justice and reason on my side. He just kept repeating, "Sorry but we have this video recording of you making threats", despite never showing me this video. Finally he just told me to shut up or he would throw me in the isolation room. So I was cowed into silence.

This post was edited by JessiWan on Nov 13 2025 07:41pm

Sometimes, bad-intentioned people, such as feds, will deliberately try to murder you seamlessly, by sending some with a deadly communicable disease, and then try and infect you. Maybe they will get physically close to you and then cough on you, or something like that.

Here on the psych ward, there is a rule that says no video, voice, or any other kind of recording. Ostensibly, the reason is patient and staff privacy. But the truth is, all the "nurses", and "patients", who are all played by feds, cannot be identified. They most certainly don't give out their real first names, but unfortunately covering up their entire face might be a bit too alarming. So they have no choice but to show their mug. But these spooks need their identities not blown, so they can continue to do the bidding of their aliene, swarthy masters. So, what do the masters do? Well, they came up with some bullshit, lame excuse for their unreasonable, shitty little rule, as always. As we already know, J*ws that run our countries always have a cover story for what they do. But when you dig deeper, you will find soon find that what they say on the surface, does not match up with their underlying, real reason. And this is if they allow you to dig deeper. A lot of thlumes, you are not allowed to question any aspect of their rule. It doesn't matter how reasonable your questions. Sound familiar?

This post was edited by JessiWan on Nov 13 2025 09:18pm

And I was constantly having meds shoved down my throat, I am used to it by now. I have stop resisting, there really is no way to fight this vast team of feds. I don't know what's gonna happen to me, maybe one day my mind will be ruined for sure, I don't know. But whatever you do, my boys, Don't come to save me. Focus on staying alive, focus on getting bigger, focus on winning. The prospect of us winning is what keeps these animals from doing truly nasty shit to William, me, Mr. Torba and Philip (if they have him)

This post was edited by JessiWan on Nov 13 2025 09:24pm

The feds impersonating nurses love to send a "patient" to make snide little comments at you and what you do, hoping you will rise to th bait. Feds do this all the time, the deliberately send someone to make you angry, and when you understandably get upset and react, they now have an excuse to lock you up and force you meds. Watch for this. They also like to stage fake fights. Here I see patients having some sort of a row with staff, and these actors take their parts seriously, doesn't matter the audience is only one person, aka, me.

Another thing feds like to do, is to have a patient, who is really a fellow fed, do something bad, such as disobeying a staff. And then they will punish gim, by doing something really nasty to him, and make sure I see it. They do this both as a warning as well as a form of psychological intimidation. They want me to fall inline, they want me to start obeying, they want me to start obeying a particular way. Watch for this as well.

This post was edited by JessiWan on Nov 13 2025 09:46pm

Every night we have to turn in our devices at 10 PM, and we only get them back at 7:30 AM the next day. Now that's plenty time for the "staff" to do funny stuff to our cell phones and laptops, and thats exactly what happened to my devices. One day, when I got my cell phone back first thing the morning. It was suddenly kaput, but it was completely fine till the very last moment I turned it in the night before, and during this period, only staff had access to it. My Note Pad program as well as files made using it, were all corrupted, and it certainly wasn't me, because I didn't know how to-- I couldn't mess with my own Word pad files if I wanted to! And the network administrator here is also very sneaky. They blocked websites that are important resources for patients who are wrongfully detained, such as Amnesty International, and the lawyer referral service of the free, community-oriented Access Pro Bono site. This is so that patients cannot get the help they need. They also abuse their computer prowess to mess with the email headers of emails I sent out, that exposed that almost all the "nurses" here aren't actual nurses, that they are all most likely CSIS fakes and plants. And then finally they cut off my access to Proton Mail as we as Lumo Proton, so that I would become more and more isolated from the outside world and more helpless. I even remember this one night saying to a nurse that there better not be any problems with my laptop when I get it back the next day, in a very harsh tone. My boys, these are the sorts of "people" that feds are. They do not respond to reasoned argument or logic or kind words; violence and force are literally the only things these animals understand and respond to. So, in any kind of dealing with them, do not regard them as Homo Sapiens. This isnt to dehumanize them; rather, these "people" are truly very unlike us.

This post was edited by JessiWan on Nov 14 2025 08:06pm

start praying to God in Jesus's name in secret. Don't let anybody see or know. Pray for his holy spirit, pray for him to keep your body and mind, pray for his will to be done.
You will see a result from your earnestness in prayer. Let it be your secret weapon.

Surely this can't be the entire tale?

Sounds like you belong in one