Quote (Armani_Code @ Jun 4 2011 06:20pm)
After taking your advice and meditating to find out inner soul searching, I came to the conclusion nothing truly makes me happy inside, something is indeed wrong with me.
I've also been angrier with people, always thinking of the wrong of them and not the good.
My friend, you are in a dark place right now.
I feel that this goes above my scope of expertise. I don't want to mislead you or waste your time, as I am not a psychiatrist. However, you REALLY need to see one. I am serious.
There are some unresolved issues in your past that are causing you to feel the way you are.
A good psychiatrist will be able to help you greatly.
Please do yourself a life-saving favor, go online, and find psychiatrists in your area and get some reviews on them. Find a good one, make an appointment and begin seeing him/her regularly - once a week would be extremely helpful.
I wish you the best in your journey, I hope you find what you are looking for.