Quote (fingerling @ Aug 13 2014 03:11am)
yes so i go see how shitty the world is but i come back and still have an emotional instability disorder, am still a half-retard anti social awkward fuk trying to communicate with people in real life, can't form lasting relationships and don't have any.
any progress or improvement in life outlook gained from seeing suffering will be lost quickly.
also, fuk a starving person. physical suffering isn't shit. mental suffering is worse than anything. i trained 3 weeks for this olympic triathlon im about to do, hadn't even swam more than 10 feet in my life before a couple weeks ago and just got a bike a couple weeks ago. because of my bpd and turbulent feelings i cause myself to suffer with cutting, punching, ice baths, not eating, exercise, etc.
physical discomfort is a joke
to top it off i'm pretty sure you have a shitty zon on d2?
... this dude die or nah?
This post was edited by N3rd on Sep 7 2014 12:32am