Quote (Balla @ Dec 17 2014 12:15am)

That's good! You should have kept going with it! You may have broke through

One thing I've noticed with cannabis is that in certain people it forces them to grow as a person. That's why some people can't smoke because they get robust paranoia and anxiety from its use. It's bc the weed is basically "shoving" those suppressed feelings/emotions up to your conscious attentiveness and almost forces you to deal with it.
Many people don't have these issues at all. Conversely, a majority just sits back, relaxes, and enjoys the high, realizing you can't fight that. But it does over time absolutely help you grow and inferring from your psychotic posts, that would probably help you. Plus weed can be an antidepressant via chronically increasing neurogenesis and increasing blood flow to certain limbic regions



Hmm
Don't really have any of those symptoms to any significant degree, apart from a normal, ephemeral expectation erratically
But what I left out of my post is that I thought my dissociation stemmed from stress, so it makes sense. It was also partly having the SAME schedule, as I was highly busy during that time, for a few weeks straight with like likerally no variation. That seemed to get to me lol, like I got caught in my own world that was so distinct or care-free to what was happening to everyone else.