why do you want what they have?

Steroids may be legally considered cheating, but morally? hell nah.

don't get mad bro, hows your cycle going?

Lost my ability to have functioning intercourse, but my gains are coming on neatly so I have that going for me, which is nice.

nice

Then stop comparing to them? IT supposed to be a hobby not a career plan. Let them be and try to be the best version of yourself.

worth it imo, especially when I guarantee that I build more muscles than you do without anything but what nature granted me.

Hehe, genetics is great and training like a fucking animal is great.

I even lose fat now that I havn't been training for 2+ months due to injuries even though I eat somewhat badly.

I hear you guys saying its not cheating, but it is illegal and I won't be getting into illegal substances.

I work in an enforcement field so if I ever got in trouble I'd lose my job and any future aspirations.

I don't want what other people have, I want the respect that comes with the hard work.

I don't want people looking at me and saying I'm nothing because there's 5 guys juicing in the same room as me.

I might stop lifting and once my injured knee is 100% get back into fighting like I used to, atleast as a fighter you work hard and you know that you're a badass.

1:42 tore apart dude

You speak as if you have already reached your peak . Seems to me (correct me if I am wrong) you have just limit yourself. Mentally and perhaps physically. Now here in south Florida miami lots of of people use steroids my buddy's as well and they compete but the truth is a pincher would never tell you his side effects and a few of my buddy's have and it's horrible. All for looks but rotting inside and mentally.