Quote (Josiah @ Sep 9 2014 10:24pm)
im at a real tough day, thinking about my life.
I have no friends, no job, I cant learn this NASM textbook in 9 weeks at this rate. I cant keep good moments around me. I always get stuck alone.
My ex was the first one who i could talk to about anything, maby thats why I still miss her after so long?
You guys dont know what its like being alone all your life. When something good happens that brings people into your life, somehow it always breaks apart.
I dont have any school, no real career stuff going on. I am completely lost in life today.
Thoughts of suicide to end the pain, but you know im never going to do that. Even though It would end my pain, ya know even though nobody really cares for me, I wouldnt want them to feel that alone feeling that I feel all the time. Life just sucks when you feel alone. It sucks, it hurts.
I have no life, no love, no skills, the only jobs that will take me are min wage. I am at a road block here that always comes back to me since i left the marines. My life is still going nowhere. I just dont know what to do.
What do you want most in life?